For Dawn...

I wish it didn't turn out this way
Thought that it would end better
When it all started so well
Which makes me realise, I am only temporary

But still, think about you so much
How can I not, when so much around me
Reminds me of how much you meant to me
Dit it all happen for a reason, or is this life,
My long lost and past darling?

Breathed each breath with new vigor, when I was with you
But kept air in so tightly when I was holding you
Swooned by an overwhelming uncomprehendability
Which made me realise, that I am not a solus humanus
Somnambulistic beings drawn together
Held by a tether fragile as butterfly wings
Strands tapped within the tapestry of the supreme being
Cut to reaquiant us with our maker

As I am aware we both longed for more
Then a whisper to have sealed the final release
And heartfelt eulogies to bring your body peace
To say it, with saline soaked eyes
Maybe someday I'll understand