Epilogue of the Ocean

Crashing waves on all sides, the rear and front
Crashing waves, till I want to scream
Till I find the need to throw myself over
From the Pounding my brain in waters of an antarctic dream
Pull off my head to flee
Instead of living it out, the reapers wait
Fear drifting ice, searching for means to stay afloat
With all my energy miserably spent
My soul an ocean of best kept secrets
The dearest remain lost even to me in Daveys locker
A feeble beast splashing in the weather
To drift or fling myself from this piece of debris
Till again, the noise makes me scream

I wish I was made a stronger boat